Everyone around is me is so alive, and after some thinking I have begun to realize I serve as a good example of what it’s like to not have that experience of being alive

Elaboration: I look at other people’s really cool personal websites that show off as much as possible with lots of colors and animations and designs, a real being them as much as possible, and I initially look at that and get like “Wooooow, I want to do that” and then I think about it more and I realize “Wait… I don’t want that! That’s not me to do that!”

My website basically tries to be a bit of a blank slate that I decorated a little bit